Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Going Under

Now I will tell you what I've done for you.
Fifty thousand tears I've cried!
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you...
And you still won't hear me!

Don't want your hand this time,
I'll save myself!!
Maybe I'll wake up for once...

Not tormented daily,
defeated by you---
just when I thought I'd reached the bottom!

I'd die again--
I'm going under!

Drowning in you...
I'm falling forever,
I've got to break through!
I'm going under!!!

Blurring, and stirring the truth and the lies.
So I don't know what's real and what's not.
Always confusing the thoughts in my head!
So I can't trust myself anymore...

I'd die again--
I'm going under!

So go on and scream--
scream at me!!
I'm so far away---
I won't be broken again!!
I've got to breathe---
I can't keep going under!


1 comment:

  1. just because he doesn't answer your calls, doesn't mean he doesn't care! It's like me with your calls . . . . :)Just kidding! u made me laugh today, with ur funny voice message on your cell! you cheeky phantom-lover! :)


M is for Margaret, who was swept out to sea...